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Sep 26Liked by Beatrix (Trixie) Burneston

We're out here, also working on letting the world see us as the chaotically wonderful beings we are. People are coming (slowly) out of the cocoons they've built around themselves for protection, and they need people like us to know it's safe to come out. And we'll be here, welcoming them over to the fun, light side (after an "I told you so" moment hehe).

Keep going, Trixie. Keep writing, keep filming, keep dancing, and keep being your beautiful, powerful, amazing self. Your light is needed/appreciated <3

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Thank you Eboni-- I know you are right. And I've held onto this belief myself for many years. The pressure of my cocoon is killing me though. I haven't found a way back into my career for over 7 years now-- I can't find venues or collaborators or audiences. It takes a team to put on a show. I can't do it alone. Which makes me think it's not about us personally manifesting anymore, or I would have 100x over by now. I sense that it's a collective thing now, however small the collective is. Which makes sense- a world of symbiotic exchange and interdependence (which is what we want and need now) is not about the individual. I'm just so tired and don't have the strength for another round of incubating or cocooning. It's time for us to fly and take the risks that comes with it. Together.

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